My Fallen Wings

Unworn dress

fallenwings — Mon, 07 Jul 2008 04:11:55 +0000

I have been thinking of what to wear to G’s bday surprise dinner!! I wanted to wear this. But then I thought it might be a lil overdress and plus I would be heading there right after work and it would be too heavy t carrry everything plus a heel! cos this outfit would look so bad with boots so I went for something abit more plain instead.

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fallenwings — Mon, 07 Jul 2008 03:33:24 +0000

You’re doing it woman and you’re doing it and doing it.

And you will get thru it. Until then, anything about not wanting to do it will be deleted.

ie: I wanna give up – that will attract a ***deleted*** command and that statement shall be automatically erased from my memory.

Tag or not tag – i dont care

fallenwings — Thu, 03 Jul 2008 10:49:37 +0000

I am so sick sick sick sick sick of you one two three four five, whoever.

Stop pushing things to me. Stop demanding this and that. I am not obliged to do whatever it is. and frankly, this is it. I dont care anymore. I am doing it the way I want now. Over with playing nice. No point putting people’s priority ahead of my own. I mean gee, lets see, I can sacrifice this for bla bla cos its alright. Give and take, a little compromise, minimal conflicts. But no, you’re soooo damn picky and when do I see any of you sacrifice any priorities to anyone in fact??? Oh, and your reason for not doing so is, “WHO IN THE WORLD WOULD WANT TO BEAR SUCH LOSS?” Hello – never heard of fair share of burdens, alittle bit of common sense and being abit more sensible and oh, how about the virtue of friendship, logic, sensitivity, alittle bit of courtesy perhaps. I am not a fucking pawn on a chessboard. Since u like to view all people that way (gee, thank god not everyone think like you or the world would be the hell of a sad place where everyone’s existence is just so that they could leech each other off or use each other till one exhaust off), I have no interest of being a part of it and I dont think like you. say I am stupid or whatever, dont come running for help (I mean, its so obvious you do that. run to someone else and when normally, you dont give a shit – I dont know why that person bear with you. But hey, that person is not hanging with you anymore so you get it, dont you?). You’re so bloody stubborn too and I dont bother to tell you anything anymore. I am doing things my way now. Period. either you tag or you dont tag. You obviously like to test my patience.

xoxo not , dedicated to those few of you

Window Shopping

fallenwings — Fri, 27 Jun 2008 06:19:23 +0000

So I have been on a ban from buying anything but I couldnt help but window shop online. This is so so bad. I am already watching over 50 items on ebay (they have some seriously nice Zimmermann and Bettina Liano dresses, Marcs blouse and suits), bookmarked over 10 items in bluefly.com (The shoes are 20%-40% off! *drools*) and eyeing those totally gorgeous puffed sleeved blouses and their immaculate looking skirts in Ralph’s Black Label. (Its just too bad Ralph dont ship to Aus. Which is a good thing too).

SO I have been browsing around the Vogue.au forum and I found a few other sites that sell clothes, other than bluefly.com. They are http://glamourpussprincess.com.au and http://ozdesigner.com. I have a thing for pencil skirts, tulip skirt and balloon skirt this time. And I just cant wait to have a collection of work wear.

(isnt that skirt gorgeous? Maybe if I am inspired enough, I could sew something up …. which I highly doubt.)

xoxo, fashionably signing off now, Michelle

Post Exam

fallenwings — Wed, 25 Jun 2008 17:07:28 +0000

The feeling is … numb. Odd. The day before exam and the day the thing is on and a few secs before that, a few secs after, days later …. I didnt feel a thing. I was actually worried that I am not worried which is a really bad sign. Bah. Anyway, that is over and I get to slack at home so all is good. I already picked my electives for legal training – Family Law and Wills & Estate. And I got my confirmation letter for enrollment and I have to get my visa renewed again. Sigh… that’s costly and that means I get broke-er.

I found a suit at least. Something I like which can be hard cos i dun wanna look drab for work.

Oh! Went paint balling yesterday! It was super fun! If only the girls could wear shorts and tanks. We could all be Lara Crofts! But we would probably get bruises all over too. Then I met V and Y when they were shopping for V’s bday BBQ stuff later in the evening. And then, my alcoholic but in denial friend, G got drunk again and she was super funny. I am gonna keep the pics and video and show them to her future daughter and son. lol.

Sigh… I cant blog in detail. I am TOO distracted. I am upset!!! My camera’s battery dropped and the whole thing came off!!! I cant use my cam now. WHAT THE HELL? THIS IS SOOOOOOOooooo annoying. How am I gonna camwhore now? ANd i wanted to upload the pics. But I cant now!!! Darn.

Me hearts Ben Barnes

fallenwings — Thu, 05 Jun 2008 17:10:35 +0000

I was sooo excited Narnia is finally out that I went for the premier.

May I say that men in armour are so hot, especially Ben Barnes (as Prince Caspian). I kinda wish I live in the medieval age. With Ben, of course. And Chace Crawford too. ^^

The beauty of feeling lost

fallenwings — Thu, 05 Jun 2008 10:31:20 +0000

I start to watch Ally McBeal again. Last night she said something which totally captured my heart and I love how it totally fits into the phase of my life right now. I was like “Ding Ding Ding!” That’s it!

The real truth is I probably don’t want to be too happy or content. Because … then what? I actually like the quest. The Search … That’s the fun. The more lost you are, the more you have to look forward to.

(p/s: Tomorrow is sex and the city day with the girls. I cant wait. And watching the making alone is bad enough to make me wanna shop!)

xoxo

Too little time?

fallenwings — Tue, 03 Jun 2008 06:23:28 +0000

I stayed up till 7.30 this morning to do the bloody assignment. And my eyes are about to bleed out from reading all the stuff. And everything’s so jumbled up. It still is now. JUst gotta clean my way up. AND I totally forgot the referencing doesnt go into the footnote but in the body of the brief to counsel. AWESOME! -_- Now, I will have to worry bout the stupid word limit too.

OH. Also, I haven’t received any offer letter for my legal training course yet. And I need that to extend my visa but I cant do so without that offer letter.

And my transfer of credit points are not properly done. Meaning, I am now short of 48 points. Which means I cant graduate if they dont bloody transfer it on time.

I seem to use a lil too many ‘bloody’. But I don’t bloody care. This stress is all on top of the fact that I will need to look for a new place to rent and of course, the fact that I am broke. And the fact that I will need to look immaculate for legal training. ( Yes, J says I complain that I am broke and yet I am still Vain. =P I cannot agree more. )

xoxo

D cherry is mine, so to say

fallenwings — Tue, 27 May 2008 11:33:22 +0000

J, ur an ass.

Learn to respect someone’s wish sometime in life, will u? Or are you to dumb to get the message.

Baby names

fallenwings — Tue, 27 May 2008 05:54:35 +0000

Ookiee.. dont freak, people! I am not having a baby. God, I am not even with someone or planning to adopt. Anyhow, lately ‘Dear D’ and her boo (have i told you that D can be soooo super pompously picky but can do it in such adorable ways that I am not mad at her. Just amused. lol) ‘BEAU’/ sweetie pea pie/ darling … boo-wadeva. (:P) have been idly discussing baby names. And I have always like long, strong and independent names.

So far, daughter’s names would be: Alexandria or/and Elexandria or Nathaniela.

Son’s name would be: Eden or/and Nathaniel. Octavius or Cyprus would be a nice name too.

Nathaniel is the new one. Inspired by Nate from gossip girl. I totally fell in love with that name.

xoxo

{p/s: this is my most edited post ever! first cos D was being picky about something.. and then she looked up Nathaniel and found the female version of it – Nathaniela! omg, love u!}